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The Skin I’m In
The skin I’m in isn’t the skin I want
But it’s all I’ve got
And I’m not happy with what I’ve got
But not because I want a lot
But because I want less.
Life feels unfair when I’m not asking for much
And all I’m asking for is less.
Just let me shrink myself at whatever cost,
So I can find the girl I once was,
Find the girl I somehow lost.
But life has said no
And insists I must grow
And things cannot blossom without the sun
I must let the warmth kiss the skin I’m in
Then like the flowers, I’ll begin to bloom
And although I’ll grow and take up room
And it won’t be the less I asked for
I’ll become the more I need to be
So finally
Finally, I can find me.